Good question, let me tell you why.
I am in a very unhappy point in my life right now. I have already accepted this to be a phase that I, unfortunately, will just have to go through. Most of the time, I tell myself to shut up, because my self-awareness tells me that I am actually doing well than most people right now. I recognize that, but I have decided to give myself space to grieve for things, for losses, that are beyond my control. It’s what a healthy person with a healthy mindset would most definitely do. I am not that person; for all I know, I could be the most unstable in a room full of mentally unstable people. But I’m doing the best I can to come to terms with grief, with loss, with awful changes.
If you’re here and you’re reading this, well…I don’t know how you got here. But I will tell you now, I blabber about things. I yap about what I think is worth yapping about. Look at me–in the age of social media and oversharing, I built my own website to feed it my own random thoughts. I think this is me trying to gain control of what I put out for the world to read or hear. I’m not really that hell bent on building an audience. I just want to put into words the weird things that swim in my head.
So, I guess, welcome? Join me in my internet monologue ahaha.